So, I know that I have been a wee bit whiny lately. I think that part of it has been the weather. It has been cloudy and rainy and gloomy for weeks. I need sunshine to function, and it has finally arrived.
Also, I think the uncertainty about my future is getting to me. I am a planner. I need to know where I am going and how to get there. Right now I have no idea where my life is headed once I am done with the bar. Will I have a job I love or one that I hate (or any job at all)? Will I be in the same house--or even the same city? How much money will I be making? Where will my kids be in school? There are big changes ahead, and I don't like not being able to plan for them.
But I am working on readjusting my attitude. Whining isn't going to get me anywhere. And I really need to move out of this funk and gear up for the push through finals. My goals right now are to get through finals and then the bar. Hopefully the rest will fall into place.
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