Today way hard. Everyone at work was tiptoeing around me. They know something is wrong, but they have no idea what. I don't know if their imaginations can conjure up something worse than reality. Right now I can't imagine anything worse than this.
I holed up in my office. I'm just one giant frayed nerve. I was bitchy to our IT guys, and anytime someone is nice to me I'm on the verge of tears. Please don't be nice to me--real lawyers don't cry.
The evening was better. SS hung out with me for a while and seems happy. Real happy, not fake happy. Maybe getting caught lifted a weight off of her. I hope so.
We talked about summer camp options. The summer worries me. With PS's internship, it will just be SS and TT home alone most of the summer. I think we'll be looking at lots of camps.
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